College life should be interesting right?
I don't think so...sigh
Feeling like wanted to give up edi....really bored to face the bad outcomes anymore
Maybe I have chosen the wrong selection before I approached myself to this course
Sometimes I really don't know what I am struggling for...it seems like pointless
Seriously no impact for me to accelerate further...
I think I need to give myself a final chance...
If the consequence in the end of semester is unacceptable, I will like to say "Goodbye, HELP!!!"
Is time for me to make this choice...
Although I have sense of regret on picking this course....
But I gained something which are priceless for me...
There are my friends and people I recognized...
And also the incidents that I had experienced no matter there were happy or sad...
I will never ever forget every single "thinky"....
Those memories brought me lots of joy...(grinned foolishly while typing this)
Be confess, I hope that everything can go smoothly in this semester (quite hard lo~)...
"Fact is cruel"
Lastly, all the best to my buddies and friends around me :)
Friday, October 31, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Sincere Bless...
People afraid of failure...
To evade failure, they try to figure out a lot of prediction to avoid them
I think most of the people would do the same thing...
However,
Some of them hesitate too much...
Finally, they choose to give up or pretend nothing has happened
So do I...
Those speculations affected my self-motivation until I have no confidence to move on anymore...
Therefore, I rather chose to flight than fight for it...
What I received were...
Sadness, Regret and Disappointment...
Although I got nothing but I learnt something through this case until today...
If you didn't try before, better don't assume the outcomes
I don't think people who like to hide everything in mind is a great person...(only coward will do that)
Why don't just go for it and try to achieve...
It is good that you know the truth rather than stay in suspicion condition...
After I have expressed everything to someone....
I feel so comfortable because I have let go the burden which kept in my heart for so long...
Anyway, really hope that you will meet your Mr.Right soon (sincere bless for you)
To evade failure, they try to figure out a lot of prediction to avoid them
I think most of the people would do the same thing...
However,
Some of them hesitate too much...
Finally, they choose to give up or pretend nothing has happened
So do I...
Those speculations affected my self-motivation until I have no confidence to move on anymore...
Therefore, I rather chose to flight than fight for it...
What I received were...
Sadness, Regret and Disappointment...
Although I got nothing but I learnt something through this case until today...
If you didn't try before, better don't assume the outcomes
I don't think people who like to hide everything in mind is a great person...(only coward will do that)
Why don't just go for it and try to achieve...
It is good that you know the truth rather than stay in suspicion condition...
After I have expressed everything to someone....
I feel so comfortable because I have let go the burden which kept in my heart for so long...
Anyway, really hope that you will meet your Mr.Right soon (sincere bless for you)
Monday, October 27, 2008
Chelsea ruined my "Burger"
After this incident that I have experienced in Bangsar McD.
I come out with one hypothesis which is...
"The truth is cruel, unacceptable, ridiculous and SUCKS"....fuit~fuit~
Tonight...
I had fully hope and confident on my decision...
I thought today was my lucky day and I would have a splendid Sunday night...
Life is tremendously unpredictable...full of excitement and fluctuation
My speculation was...
I was so desperate for the gratification...
But..
But...
How could it be !!!
The truth is...
It is totally unbelievable....is it a hallucination???
Chelsea ahz...you ruined my burger...I shouldn't put too much expectation on you
Mike...don't worry
I will make my promise to you...just tell me when you need it
better don't get choked ooo....HAHAHA (sounds so bad)
I come out with one hypothesis which is...
"The truth is cruel, unacceptable, ridiculous and SUCKS"....fuit~fuit~
Tonight...
I had fully hope and confident on my decision...
I thought today was my lucky day and I would have a splendid Sunday night...
Life is tremendously unpredictable...full of excitement and fluctuation
My speculation was...
I was so desperate for the gratification...
But..
But...
How could it be !!!
The truth is...
It is totally unbelievable....is it a hallucination???
Chelsea ahz...you ruined my burger...I shouldn't put too much expectation on you
Mike...don't worry
I will make my promise to you...just tell me when you need it
better don't get choked ooo....HAHAHA (sounds so bad)
Friday, October 17, 2008
Dead Space...one of my collection
I just bought a game which I used to desperate for so long....
This game is so cool...
the graphics...sound effects....motions....animation...all are terrific
this most attracting part in this game is....
this!!!
(only for 18 or above)
Warning: The content of this game would cause discomfort
Those words can prove that how terrifying the game is...
Better don't play while you are alone unless you have the "guts"
For those who wanna challenge his limitation...I will recommend him to try this game...
I think it is a good method to measure the arousal level...
the purpose of gaming is to reduce stress
In contrary, this game makes me feel stress...really KNS
this game is driving me crazy thou...but I enjoy it
if you don't believe....watch this
I will spend my halloween with this game...cheers DEAD SPACE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67cTIWDuKXM
This game is so cool...
the graphics...sound effects....motions....animation...all are terrific
this most attracting part in this game is....
this!!!
(only for 18 or above)
Warning: The content of this game would cause discomfort
Those words can prove that how terrifying the game is...
Better don't play while you are alone unless you have the "guts"
For those who wanna challenge his limitation...I will recommend him to try this game...
I think it is a good method to measure the arousal level...
the purpose of gaming is to reduce stress
In contrary, this game makes me feel stress...really KNS
this game is driving me crazy thou...but I enjoy it
if you don't believe....watch this
I will spend my halloween with this game...cheers DEAD SPACE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67cTIWDuKXM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Unfortunately...
I have watched a movie which just released today with my boss Hau Ran (this time i spell ur name correctly).
The movie name as "Max Payne". It is also one of the game I used to play before (damn good).
In my opinion, this movie is pretty good for me.
Unfortunately...Sadly...Desparately
My boss said the movie sucks and wasted his money to watch it...
Not that bad right.....dude
Besides,
I have figured our 202 lecturer has a new skill during teaching until I felt it today.
She can able to hpynotize students while teaching....what a freak!!!!
Actually, I was trying my real best to concenstrate during the class.
But....Unfortunately...
I couldn't able to evade myself from the condition of falling asleep until the stage of I couldn't realize I was falling asleep (unbelievable!!!).
Pretty awesome huh...
Haiz...this subject is killing me (not only this subject =.=)
Luckily, I have created conflict during the class to ignite the atmosphere to reduce my sleepiness. (no choice la, the class was too boring edi).
Sincerely,
I need to apologize to the "victims" who involved to this conflict...don't piss off ya.
P/S: Hau Ran, bring out ur balls and show me the guts . (sure u know what I mean)
"The Balls"
The movie name as "Max Payne". It is also one of the game I used to play before (damn good).
In my opinion, this movie is pretty good for me.
Unfortunately...Sadly...Desparately
My boss said the movie sucks and wasted his money to watch it...
Not that bad right.....dude
Besides,
I have figured our 202 lecturer has a new skill during teaching until I felt it today.
She can able to hpynotize students while teaching....what a freak!!!!
Actually, I was trying my real best to concenstrate during the class.
But....Unfortunately...
I couldn't able to evade myself from the condition of falling asleep until the stage of I couldn't realize I was falling asleep (unbelievable!!!).
Pretty awesome huh...
Haiz...this subject is killing me (not only this subject =.=)
Luckily, I have created conflict during the class to ignite the atmosphere to reduce my sleepiness. (no choice la, the class was too boring edi).
Sincerely,
I need to apologize to the "victims" who involved to this conflict...don't piss off ya.
P/S: Hau Ran, bring out ur balls and show me the guts . (sure u know what I mean)
"The Balls"
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Kin.Y returns....
It was a long time I didn't touch my blog.
I used to think that I had nothing to express in my life.
But I had made a wrong mistake....absolutely wrong.
Maybe it was the cause of my stubborn or repression...maybe.
Nowadays, I will start to blog whatever I want to express without any doubt and back to track.
Skepticism caused me missed a lot of stuffs.
Fortunately, I have waken up.
First of all, I need to thank my dudes around me especially for those in college.
I betrayed your trust to me before.
I didn't cherish it before.
Therefore, I want to apologize by taking this chance.
Bro mah...I think you guys won't blame on me geh.
Sometimes I feel so tired to be humour in front of other ppl especially in moody condition.
Why I still want to insist on doing that kind of reaction?
Maybe this is my trademark or get used to it edi.
Wearing a mask makes me feel breathless.
Hao Ran, I think you are right.
"Don't always apply humour to disguise real self."
Need to put more effort to overcome this problem.
Alright, try and see lo...(still considering)
In conclusion,
I think this will be very weird if somedays I became a serious person and didn't crap at all.
Who knows.....
I used to think that I had nothing to express in my life.
But I had made a wrong mistake....absolutely wrong.
Maybe it was the cause of my stubborn or repression...maybe.
Nowadays, I will start to blog whatever I want to express without any doubt and back to track.
Skepticism caused me missed a lot of stuffs.
Fortunately, I have waken up.
First of all, I need to thank my dudes around me especially for those in college.
I betrayed your trust to me before.
I didn't cherish it before.
Therefore, I want to apologize by taking this chance.
Bro mah...I think you guys won't blame on me geh.
Sometimes I feel so tired to be humour in front of other ppl especially in moody condition.
Why I still want to insist on doing that kind of reaction?
Maybe this is my trademark or get used to it edi.
Wearing a mask makes me feel breathless.
Hao Ran, I think you are right.
"Don't always apply humour to disguise real self."
Need to put more effort to overcome this problem.
Alright, try and see lo...(still considering)
In conclusion,
I think this will be very weird if somedays I became a serious person and didn't crap at all.
Who knows.....
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