Friendship never end....DUDES

Eventually, everything in this semester can be considered as "DONE". I can sleep and do my stuffs anytime and anyway without thinking about any assignments or exams in this few weeks. It's really hard to express my feelings right now. Therefore, I have chosen one example to explain my feelings such as the people who have constipation for a long time and finally he or she can release out smoothly without "mercy". I think most of the viewers don't understand what I'm typing about. It just for my gang of buddies (Pls don't keep describe me as a course mate anymore T.T). The worst thing is they always "bully" me without any mercy as well. I'm so innocent right now but then i have no choice, maybe I can only say this is my fate. Only solution is accept the truth just like what I've learned in the definition of death and dying (denial, angry, bargaining, depression and acceptance). I can't even get through the stages and straightly jump to the last stage of acceptance....really "KNS". Buddies.....pls don't treat me like that.....I can't imagine this thing will happen to me....why??? The definition of FFG is very wide and has to base on what kind of condition. But mine is totally special....can be listed in category of "beautiful lie". Buddies, you guys are the light in the darkness, you guys are the toilet bowl when I couldn't find a place to shit.....You guys will be always in my heart (Sounds so gay right =.=)...Pls don't misunderstand.....I'm not curly at all. Before I end this post, I will like to mention that it is my holiday right now but have to work so on....haiz....so yam gong......

No regret.....

Something drag in my mind for a long time. I think I shouldn't repress it anymore. I shall be more initiative this time because I have a great acceleration at the same time. I don't want to make myself feel regret anymore....no more!!! I have determined to go for it and will not give up easily. Although the percentage of success is still considered as a mystery, but i'm not border it at all. The only thing is I will just proceed my plan without any doubts no matter how are the consequences being intense of succeed or failed. As long as i have tried my best to achieve my goal and it's enough for me. Certainly, the final is getting closer and closer.....I can't catch my breath gradually but I can predict that there is "blue sky" waiting for me....I can feel that. By the way, my tortoise is back to me and I'm so happy that I found it....This case has taught me a lesson....Human always neglect the person around them, but once he or she had left...the only thing left is the pain of lost. Therefore, we have to cherish the person who around us to avert it happens in our life. Although it is a common theory for everybody but it contains the meaning of "cherish" in our daily life. Eventually, I have realized that...that's what we call "cognitive learning".

Pls come back......

Today is the last day and also the last assignment for me to submit. I should be glad for that because i have finally finished every assignment in this semester. But then, there are something really really bad happened to me when i arrived to home. The 1st thing i will do is to greet my two beloveds to let them know i'm home. The only thing that really makes me surprised and shocked was one of my beloved has gone. Oh my god...how could it be.....i have searched around my house but still could not find him even his marks. I have searched his room and searched everywhere. I'm so moody right now because i have lost him........I feel upset is not because of his gone but he did not tell me at all the reason why he leaves me without any words left behind for me.....I'm so frustrated.....i cannot force my tear to fall down because of him.....Pls come back to me.....Pls come back......I will always wait for you........My Tortoise....pls come home. (T.T)

Final is coming !!!

Haiz...final brings a lot of stresses to me because i have to start my study again. Once i look at the textbooks or slides, my eyes will activate the "function" automatically which is get sleepy easily. Although this is not a good sense for study, but it is good for people who having insomnia frequently. Therefore, i will not afraid i cannot get to sleep. Fortunately, i have thought a solution to avoid this case happens which is drinking while studying. It increases my task performance. Sounds cool right??!!! Drinking can lower down my arousal level and i will more focus on my study. People always say "DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE" but no people says "DON'T DRINK AND STUDY". I recommend that for those people who are weak in drinking better don't try this at home. I think it will spoilt everything. PLS DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME.....Hurray!!! Irish Beer...such a nice beer.

My "Virginity".

First of all, i want to clarify the meaning of "virginity" in this title to avert misunderstanding. Why i want to use this word to apply my current condition? That's a good question. This is my 1st time to post a blog on the web. There are different kind of feelings appear which are excited, contradictory, shy(I will get shy easily), and much much more. I really want to appreciate that my buddies' encouragement because without them....I won't have this kind of thinking to start a blog. Once I typed my words in the blog, my perspiration system had a high performance at the same time. I couldn't stop sweating because it was too tension for me. I know most of the people will think that I'm a "freak" after reading this blog. Nevertheless, blogger has the authorities to type anything they like without any suspicious. Eventually, now I realize that the fun of posting blog and i have found another way to express my happiness and sadness. :)