Update

I'm back blogspot!!!
Need to do some updates in my blog
If not I would forget what I have done recently
Job goes fine...life goes fine but still feeling like missing something
I have neglected my college buddies for such a long time
Don't know whether they still remember me or not (sounds like never meet for few years *ngek*)
Pls forgive my frequent absentee (seriously have no time)
Feeling like wanted to do some arrangement right now to have something different on April
Is time for me to quit the teacher job
I don't want to have phobias on kids b4 it is too late but some kids are still adorable for me
Determine to put more effort on my current job
No more emerging adulthood anymore
Middle age adult will be more appropriate for me hereby as "uncle"
Darn...
My next working station will be in Bangkok...
This is also my first time to go independently without any surveillance (it's so great)
Working while travelling (try to finish my job there a.s.a.p and spend more time on vacation)
BANGKOK!!! I'm coming....

Lame post...

I guess there will be a big different in 2009

Is time for me to look for something that I really need in my entire life

It just like awaken from a long dream

It just like a night terror

The determination which I have made is totally out of my expectation

For example, I dislike to drink while I was below 20 and I hated the taste

But slowly slowly...

I enjoy the feeling of drunk and this the only way how I relieve myself from unhappiness

I used to blog funny posts but I have no more inspiration to do that anymore

drink~~drink~~drink

Luckily, "busy" is really helpful for me

From today onwards, I will try to make myself become very very busy

No time for other stuffs

Drink during the leisure time

"Gym+ing" is to avoid "the belly of alcohol"

Happy New Year...

Thinking of...

It has been a long time...

I thought I had forgotten...

I was wrong...

never ever changed...

never ever...

always the same...

I'm such a loser.

Ignorance...

I have neglected my blog for a long time...
Is time to update...if not my blog will become "cacat"

So far, there is nothing good happened recently...

Bad things happen frequently thou

It was torturing...maybe "ignorance" is the best solution

don't think...don't mention...don't care

Not feeling like wanted to retrieve the bad experience...

Before I end....I want to wish my mom who is the birthday lady today

"Happy Birthday to U, MOM"

p/s: I have a wish which is me and brother able to make both of you feel proud in the future.

Part of My Future Plan

College life should be interesting right?

I don't think so...sigh

Feeling like wanted to give up edi....really bored to face the bad outcomes anymore

Maybe I have chosen the wrong selection before I approached myself to this course

Sometimes I really don't know what I am struggling for...it seems like pointless

Seriously no impact for me to accelerate further...

I think I need to give myself a final chance...

If the consequence in the end of semester is unacceptable, I will like to say "Goodbye, HELP!!!"

Is time for me to make this choice...

Although I have sense of regret on picking this course....

But I gained something which are priceless for me...

There are my friends and people I recognized...

And also the incidents that I had experienced no matter there were happy or sad...

I will never ever forget every single "thinky"....

Those memories brought me lots of joy...(grinned foolishly while typing this)

Be confess, I hope that everything can go smoothly in this semester (quite hard lo~)...

"Fact is cruel"


Lastly, all the best to my buddies and friends around me :)

Sincere Bless...

People afraid of failure...

To evade failure, they try to figure out a lot of prediction to avoid them

I think most of the people would do the same thing...

However,

Some of them hesitate too much...

Finally, they choose to give up or pretend nothing has happened

So do I...

Those speculations affected my self-motivation until I have no confidence to move on anymore...

Therefore, I rather chose to flight than fight for it...

What I received were...

Sadness, Regret and Disappointment...

Although I got nothing but I learnt something through this case until today...

If you didn't try before, better don't assume the outcomes

I don't think people who like to hide everything in mind is a great person...(only coward will do that)

Why don't just go for it and try to achieve...

It is good that you know the truth rather than stay in suspicion condition...

After I have expressed everything to someone....

I feel so comfortable because I have let go the burden which kept in my heart for so long...

Anyway, really hope that you will meet your Mr.Right soon (sincere bless for you)

Chelsea ruined my "Burger"

After this incident that I have experienced in Bangsar McD.

I come out with one hypothesis which is...

"The truth is cruel, unacceptable, ridiculous and SUCKS"....fuit~fuit~

Tonight...

I had fully hope and confident on my decision...

I thought today was my lucky day and I would have a splendid Sunday night...

Life is tremendously unpredictable...full of excitement and fluctuation

My speculation was...

I was so desperate for the gratification...

But..

But...

How could it be !!!

The truth is...

It is totally unbelievable....is it a hallucination???

Chelsea ahz...you ruined my burger...I shouldn't put too much expectation on you

Mike...don't worry

I will make my promise to you...just tell me when you need it

better don't get choked ooo....HAHAHA (sounds so bad)